Saturday, April 9, 2011
I am about to go nuts with excitement and frustration! Erica is now potty trained and sleeps in underwear with no problems. But she is also getting an attitude. She like to tell me no and be stubborn. she isn't eating much, and all of these things drive me nuts.
I am also not good with little sleep, so if I choose to go to bed late it is my fault, but what is worse is me going to bed late and then a child waking up early and not wanting to go back to bed. So Monday I took a quick hour nap, but then that night I could not fall asleep and was awake till a little after midnight, then Weston called and wanted to ask a question about our bank. So I didn't manage to get sleep till after 1. AHHH then Erica woke at 4:30 ish I was so not in a good mood. if you know me well, you know I am not a very nice person when I have little sleep. and that means my children suffer. Sorry kids!
Thursday, April 7, 2011
We are still in our long and hard deployment and I am ready for it to be over. My kids ask for daddy all the time and I long for the day I can have him hold me again. Though I have learned and experienced many things thus far, I would rather not have to go through it.
I am still thinking and dealing with the choice of wanting another baby, do I , don't I . harder then you might think. Do I go for a career and continue to just be a stay at home home.
there are times I wish we didnt buy such a large home. I hate cleaning it!
But my kids are amazing, and there are times I think about what troopers they have both been. pretty sure I have had a harder time with this then them.